Have any of you seen these in the sky?

food fight with bai ling and her producer boyfriend at a dancing with the stars party.
justin works for the same company that manages some of the dancers so we were there. it was mel b's surprise party for her husband. there were margeritas made with patron and rolls by sushi roku.. petting zoo, balloons, basketballs arcade games.. etc. it was fun. :)
earlier in the evening i had done an hour long interview for a documentary... so kristin and dahan met us there and we got a little tipsy. i was posing for a picture with bai ling who was wearing a sparkly bikini and a bed sheet.. haha. and her boyfriend damon pelted me with sushi so i threw my drink and bai ling hit me and i grabbed two rolls and threw them at them.. etc.. ahhahaha. fun.
we had fun in the photo booth as well...

its all a blur to me
im just looking up at the cloud shapes
i lose my self so easily watching the subtle shifts
you've been scribbling like mad watching me
thinking you've nailed me in harsh contours
but ive got nothing down on you but a blank page
because your love is as thin as gauze
im still holding this pattern over your city
but ill never expect real love
for what calm seas i seem to possess are blinds
ive slammed shut the turbulence in my eyes
so you've drawn me as lilywhite as my blank pages
buying into the projection
my knuckles are bleeding out
a raven with a box of masks
ive got a thousand different smiles for you
when you come in with your hammers
trying to smear me as a mess or a distored charicature
a slug or a sloth or a whore
ill be far from here flying over
and you can eat the scraps of paper
i'm still staring at my cloudshapes
listening to the hum of the air conditioner
that one boy covers me
he always has and so im indestructible
he's built me an escape route
scraped out
just in case you truly capture me

audrey justin and i went to go check out our friends skeet skeet and cisco adler play a show with shwayze and we somehow ended up at this prom afterparty where they wouldn't let me and audrey and lisa downstairs so we were dancing in the alley (yes that's lisa d'amato from americas next top model.. she's crazy and we love her.. )

DANCE PARTY

May 3rd - Pittsburg - The Warhol - Glenn Kaino Exhibit Opening -

Audrey and i flew on the red eye flight the night before and stumbled into the lobby of the hotel at the crack of 7. There were already alot of people downstairs taking advantage of the free breakfast buffet. I grabbed a doughnut and a newspaper and nearly passed out while we waited for them to check us in. While i was sitting there six or seven little girls walked in in full makeup and hair with clip on earrings. So bizarre! I thought i was hallucinating a Jon Benet Ramsey parade. Anyway, one of the moms pissed me off because she was withholding food from her very thin daughter. I wanted to slap her but instead i glared and tried to shoot warheads out of my pupils......

my favorite chess piece..

here's a video that shows a bit of our trip to see leonard at salvation mountain. He's such a beautiful person. :)

SALVATION MOUNTAIN

picture time! :) click below!!

fingers are crossed for some future opportunities..

I'm just laying here. I was reading. Batman comic then choke by
palahniuk. Then for no reason I was staring at my old red clock think of
all the people I've been in my life and how I wish I was a defined
character in a book so I could know who I am.

i need to find my camera battery charger. veronica and audrey took pictures of our trip to coachella. we weren't there very long. but the drive was so calming for my nerves.

ack. says the insomniac. the sleep robber strikes again. and im strawmbie risen from the grave.
its so unholy to go to bed at 330 and wake up at the crack of 630.
and there's no way i can go back to sleep.
so. here i am.
yesterday was a lovely sunday.
productive here at the chaos factory.

Polygamist Colony Raid.
I've started a topic on my BOARD. just click the tab above.
This story is really bothering me and i want to know what you think of it.